Even when I got there I still ran into problems with my transcript and financial ad. I started thinking maybe this was a bad ideal. It took me two months to handle me getting my transcript sent to this school. And on top everyday being threaten I was finna get kicked out for not having that. It was like I had to attend classes, do well, and than handle my financial ad business. I admit I should of check to see if they had it but the fact they did not check it till day I arrive was bad business.After all that my gpa started going up, I started to make a name at that school. A good name for myself.
The struggle was bad though. I thought when I got there I would be able to work. I was wrong even if I wanted to work I still had to pass my schedule to tac officers in the barracks. It was basically people in charge over us. I hated that especially the fact this school lied to me included but as well as scholarship personnel and football players.
It was this fall quarter is when I had enough. Yes, I could adapt to change but the crap they put us through was getting real. It came with disrespect from our peers on leadership, to cadre, to tac officers. And on top I was getting in trouble for little small stuff that I would not be able to get appeal. And on top all I wanted to do was get commission from this school. That was my intentions of going till I back out from the program. I was already enlisted and my purpose of backing out was not to put strain or hurt on my body. Plus I wasn't a fan of ranger challenge stuff. I had to make sure I was good for my unit when I get ready to deploy. Another reason was fact I did not want to be commission by a program that did not have no good leadership skills.
So In the mist of all this happening I feel in love. It wasn't meant to be love. I had mindset that falling in love at that school would be a no no. There were a lot of people who went with each other or mess around because they were lonely. It was so complicated because I could not even talk to a plebe at time. I knew what I had on the table everything could go down hill. In the end I was willing to sacrifice it all. Everything was amazing when we was together it felt like my only way to escape from the lifestyle of school. It felt like we was in our own world and on top all my friends was hating. This how college should feel and fact I was miss being at a university just a little bit. And it was all because I wanted friends, good gpa, and to be in a relationship that built me up but it didn't work like that.
The fun came down to a big drawback. There were three chicks who went and told on us. And crazy thing we got kick out for fraternizing. I never seen a case since being there where they ended up kicking people out for this. I mean we are only human beings. They didn't have proof but just went off accusations. On top I had till Thursday to move out. Now I tell you I'm Out-Of-State student.My mind was rambling,going in circles of where I was going to find a place to stay at. So I ended up finding a place for a good price with help of my friend. It was crazy tho...I couldn't focus on school. I just wanted to be by myself. The school I actually had pride of attending kick me out the cadet corp. I didn't want to be a commuter that wasn't my intentions. If that was the case I would of went to a college in my hometown. I was depress for a good while plus on top the person I was going with well they was going with somebody out the country. We was arguing everyday about that. Yeah, we had good times but I wanted more than just screwing around. They wanted more but not with me. Sometimes I wonder why they even stayed around in mist of all this. Why they didn't leave me suffer by myself, maybe at some point they did love me. They put all there dreams and desire of being married to that person into me within a short time span.
We both had the opportunity to talk to the president on this decision. We had our own schedule appointments. My appeal was denied and to this day I wonder what if I got accepted back into that school. Would I appreciate it more or would have I been miserable. My lover on the other hand got accepted back into the program for spring quarter. I'm not gonna lie, I was feeling some type of way. My love was on scholarship as where I was on a scholarship funded by people who attended there. It was not as big as theirs because the school got money back from their scholarship. I didn't know what it was I felt it was bullshit...I mean all the hard work I put into was going. I just felt that maybe we should of both be punished. That quarter my gpa drop from a 3.6 to a 2.5 dealing with all this. I can't be sad because it could of being worst.
In the end I met crazy friends, I had great school year, and even feel in love. At the end I knew that maybe it was time to establish myself. I mean I hated that I didn't finish at that school. My fourth time not wanting to finish at a school but I guess my time was up. I started realizing that this would be a great opportunity to focus more on my business. I had faith that next year would be the come up as Drake say "Started From The Bottom Now We Here." More time to focus and be able to help people in my situation. I wanted to give college students they light to a better opportunity as well as homeless people. That why I'm already starting for 2015
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